~Sha-kun

here's my new DA ->

Here I am again. Leaving, coming back. Happy then despressed.

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Yet I can't stop crying.

I feel so empty. Heartless. I'm... dry. I don't have anything to give to anyone. My ex-girlfriend must knew it. She was right after all.
My body disgusts me. It's like a big heap of fat, hairs and tears. When I'm watching to human bodys male or female, I'm about to vomit. Or to laugh. That's a problem when you're an art student.

Hysterical.

My life is a true mess. And to tell the truth, I shouldn't complain. I have food. A bed. Loving parents. I don't have to work yet, I'm studying art... I shouldn't complain. And I'm not. Crying hidden in the WC. Puting a smile on my face when I want to shout. Avoiding my classmates's questions.

"How are you ?
-I'll survive.
-What do you mean ?
-Just kidding !
-We didn't saw you all week... why ?
-I missed my train...
-Five times ?
-Yeah, that's stupid, isn't it ? I have to go, see you !"


I'm crawling away from myself.

Weeeeell well well. It's been a long time, isn't it ? I'm soooooorry ! But now I'm in a great art school in Paris and I'm much more busy than a beaver. I'm so glad I've been able to enter it ! It was difficult and we were many but oh well, here I am ! I'm feeling kinda lost with all this gifted people everywhere. I'll do my best to improve myself !

Now that I've left my old fanzine, I'm starting a new one with my friends ^^ The name will be Failed Data
(And I'm wasting my time playing Dofus instead of drawing '¬¬

Sorry if I can't watch all your awesome works and thank you for the favs but I'm running out of time...



THANK YOU EVERYONE ! YOU ROCK !

I'm back from Chicago... If you want to read my travelog : [link]
Of course it's in french, but at least you could enjoy all the pretty pictures ^^

I'm a bit despressed right now, because of my ex-girlfriend. I still love her but it seems that she has totally forgotten me. And she has a boyfriend now. Please, just kill me right now. -____-

Tomorrow, I'm leaving France for the first day of my life and I'm going to Chicago... I'm so excited ! See you soon everybody !